
The good news: I’ve lost ten pounds. I feel immensely better, having changed my diet. The not-good news: I still don’t like how I look. I don’t notice a difference yet at all. Is that normal? We had a special bridging-to-Brownies ceremony for our Girl Scout troop last week and I very much dislike what I look like in the photos of me pinning on the girls’ Brownie pins.
Is that vain? I care about being healthy, but I also care about how I look. There are two motivating comments that have been ringing in my ears lately. One is from my former boss who, upon hearing that I’d been meeting a trainer at my gym for 5am workouts, said he didn’t think I could sustain that. (He was wrong.) The other is a dance teacher from high school who mentioned that I have “birthing hips.” Still, the voice in my own head is the worst.
So I’ll continue doing what I’m doing, of course. I have been fast-walking every morning for a few weeks now, usually about 3 miles but always at least 30 minutes. I’ve begun carrying 2 pound weights as well. When I can’t walk outside because of the heat, I walk on my treadmill.
Today I’m looking for your ideas. I have a few songs that are good for fast walking. In order to motivate myself to start, all I have to do is turn on “Walkin on Sunshine” and I start moving and searching for my tennies. Do you have good exercise music?
What about apps, books, videos, or other tools for physical movement? Once I’ve lost more weight, it’ll be easier to begin toning/strength training. Thanks in advance!




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